I am separate

Before I could work through my list of ideas I thought would be useful to do so I could best communicate about my work, something came up (my show). I'm completely happy with how it went; thanks to everyone who came and to Jenn and Courtney and Liz. Today it hit me mid-shave that most of my time this semester I have devoted to last night, for better or worse (and a case could be made either way). All I know is for the rest of the semester I'm not using any more damn cream heavyweight paper. Probably pencil work drawn from real-life referents. Maybe some more painting, I wonder how much I can apply what I learned over the past several months back into painting, which I feel pretty incompetent with still.